tonights a good night to meditate. im gonna make some tea and listen to terrestrials by sunn
Various walk/run/jump/misc cycles for Humongous Entertainment titles.
the fucking guy that prescribed that shit to me didnt give a rat’s ass about my health
i got put on meds for half a year and I had no learning experiences from during that time because I couldnt fucking think straight. the one thing I got out of this was that my drive to stay out of the dark space in my mind, but that was not the fucking medication. that shit was fucking poison to my body and I never want to have to take another fucking pill that some fucker gives me to make me “feel better” about myself/my surroundings. im not sad, im not disappointed, im fucking mad, but thats not going to help me open my heart to bigger and more powerful things, wether they’re physical or spiritual. I need to be in a natural mindset to achieve this and, for me, medication will not help me. all medication did was make me ill.
you little motherfucker
god youre fucking disrespectful